Enough of the healing! Allow your Inner Child to come out and play again!

The other day, my little girl and I went out to play on the snow. It was the first time she ever saw the snow and she happily explored around, while I followed her trying to remember what was it like to have a great time back then when I was a child too. I remember I loved snow so much, I would play outside for hours and would come home with my clothes completely soaked wet! But that feeling was gone, long time ago.

My husband was there too watching us, and after a while he told me something like: “I had a childhood in a fucked-up family, but you look like you didn’t have a proper childhood at all! It looks to me like you had to grow too soon!”

The moment he said that I almost wanted to cry. I knew exactly what he meant.

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How to work on opening and expanding your heart chakra?

Most of my life, my heart was closed. I didn’t even realize that until one day my best friend made an observation and told me that. I was in a shock! I have considered myself as a friendly person, willing to help, open-minded, good-mannered, optimistic, positively oriented, so I unconsciously assumed that I was a heart-opened person too! How wrong I was! It turned out that I totally didn’t know what it was like to have an open heart  .

Once I became aware that I need to work on my heart area, I started paying more attention to it. I intuitively started doing simple techniques to help me open my heart. This is how I did it:

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The spiritual ascension symptoms I experience

I consciously started questioning the true reality of my life some 15 years ago. I read so many things and tried out so many different stuff hoping to improve my life.  I was very young at that time, so life experiences added later to my growth and spiritual evolution.  I always believed that my life purpose is to awaken in this life time. I slowly progressed throughout the years until the September of 2015, when the true, awakening process with all the sings and symptoms I could only dream about started happening.It continued to be intense throughout the next year, 2016. Compared to what I am going though, all experiences in the past were just a game for kids.

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Ho’oponopono practice – does it really work? (How it helped me to transform my marriage and my life.)


It looked too simple to work as it was promised. All you needed to do is to focus about what troubles you and to say:

„I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.“

The idea is that we are all creators of what we experience, having a complete responsibility for the life we have created. We are responsible for both things we like and don´t like. The image on the outside is created by what we hold on the inside. So, in order to change our reality, we need to change how we feel and what we think. Once we change that, our reality is changing too. But many times, we are resistant to see that. We are stubborn to realize it is us who manifest situations we don´t like.  And many times, we are stubborn to accept that we need to change if we want to change the reality. We go into a never-ending cycle of blaming others, blaming different circumstances, having different excuses.

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